Ok, so I think we found the place. I mean, I really, really liked it. It's in Park Slope, Brooklyn, big, lots of rooms, a whole floor to ourselves, 1 1/2 blocks from 3 subway lines and 5 blocks from the park. I'm going back with Mike on tuesday and we're pretty sure we want to get it.
I'm really scared I'm not going to be able to afford first months rent AND the security deposit. I hate not having money. I am considering getting a THIRD job. A THIRD JOB. fuck. I'll find a way to make it work because I really really like this place and I really really want it.
I posted a bulletin on myspace and a blurb on my facebook status about how I'm afraid of affording it with a link to my paypal. I doubt I'll get anything but I've got no shame anymore, right? I'm not even going to post here my friends on here have been so amazingly helpful and kind in the past.
If you are reading this and wondering how one person could possibly be so poor, I spent all my savings that I had on visiting my dad in the hospital many times last year.. No regrets, but I am pretty poor now. Do what you've gotta, right?
Anyway, as I was saying, I really, really like this place and will do what I have to do to get in there.